MY ROAD TO HEAVEN

WE HAD A BIT OF A HEALTH SCARE IN THE FAMILY RECENTLY WHICH HAS ME FEELING ALL WACKY INSIDE.
TURNS OUT EVERYTHING IS FINE, THANK GODDDDDD (NOT A GALLO OR GREGORY) BUT ITS GOT ME GOING THRU TONS OF EMOTIONS.
I FEEL RESTLESS,EDGY,,SAD,FRUSTRATED,CONFUSED,SCARED ,MAD,ETC ETC DEPENDING ON WHAT TIME OF DAY YOU CATCH ME.
AFTER SITTING HERE THIS MORNING FOR A BIT I REALIZED ONCE AGAIN THAT FEELING ALL THESES THINGS IS A NORMAL PROCESS BUT I HAVE TO CUT THE CRAP SO TO SPEAK AND GET OVER THE ROLLER COASTER RIDE OF EMOTIONS!
ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL THAT MATTERS IS THE HERE AND NOW!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT CAN WE DO TO MAKE THE ONES WE LOVE HAPPY TODAY AND OUR SELVS HAPPY TO. THATS ALL WE SHOULD BE WORRIED ABOUT BECAUSE IT ALL COMES DOWN TO TIME. WE MAY HAVE 50 YEARS LEFT OR 50 MINUTES.NONE OF US REALLY KNOW DO WE. SOOOOOOOO WHEN MY TURN COMES I WANT TO MAKE SURE I FEEL GOOD ABOUT LEAVING THIS EARTH. I WANT TO KNOW I SHOWED MY LOVED ONES THEY MEAN THE WORLD TO ME AND I WANT TO KNOW I GAVE ALL MY DREAMS A SHOT TO BOOT.
TO "ALL" MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS
I LOVE YOU!!! YOU ARE EACH A PIECE OF WHO I AM AND I HOPE YOU ALL FIND YOU LIKE WHO I AM!!
JUST KNOW I TRY MY BEST  :] , THATS ALL WE CAN DO RIGHT   ;]
NOW GO MAKE SOMEONE A CHOCOLATE CAKE OR YOURSELF SOMETHING DECADENT, PICK SOMEONE A FLOWER OR PICK IT FOR YOURSELF,HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY PEEPS!!!
 XOXOXO